Sensitivity, feeling isolated, all alone as I did not fit in. My big heart crushing under the absorbing of feelings from others I wished to but could not shake. My social skills lacked, I did not know how to interact in a world where crowds overwhelmed and fightened me to the very core of who… Continue reading Indigo world
Why when I eat do I always end up in pain? I wish I wish I knew. Wanting to scream, double in pain and cry as my stomach hurts so bad it not just hurts like the dickons but feels bloated, raw, all around and bottom left. Every meal, every snack I worry in my… Continue reading Muddled inside
What calms my mind and thoughts of fear still there? What seems to make them mellowed? The answer: listening to good tunes especially ones sent to you as surprises by a friend from over the sea. You can get lost in the melody, dance to its rhythm, or just relax to its tune. It brings… Continue reading Mind calmer
Sometimes things you know that are good for you you refuse to do, Partly out of the fact it scares the freaking hell out of you, Partly as you think you would not be able for it, not good enough in mind, brain power, courage and spirit, Sometimes you have to hit it straight on… Continue reading Fear be gone?!
As Alex entered the manor with Van Helsing his mind was racing. It did not help that his craving and need for blood had reared its ugly head. A reminder for Alex that he was not as he or others would precieve (if they knew of his secret) as normal. He cursed himself mumbling some… Continue reading One Step Ahead (Dracula Fan Fiction, Chapter 3, Part 1)
Pitch black, you cannot see, swirling and falling into hopelessness in a hole that seems never ending. Or Just darkness like the night. Or even; A place of isolation and reflection, contemplation on your life. A place of peace, tranquility. A wonderful world where you can work at your pace. A black hole can be… Continue reading Black Hole
At my absolute lowest I found in my anguish, my self hatred, my inner turmoil, my physical betrayal to my body by hurting its surface that a prayer for listening ears was not blocked out by my Lord, humanity and this world’s fathers; God, Jesus and our mother Mary. I love my angel Lizzie, she… Continue reading Human Angel